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After that nightAfter that night:
Who would have thought, that this story continues? Everything had been done, what could have been done. It wasn´t any help. It was over. I failed. There wasn´t anything left to say. Anything left to do. Anything left to excuse.

But I´m sitting here and I´m writing. What had happened? In the meantime, 6-7-8 years had passed. A couple of dilletantish attempts to send myself to kingdom come followed. I had good times, bad times, good times, bad times, good……But nothing changed. Just the scars became more numerous. I sat there, trapped, surrounded by invisible walls, captu After that night
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Current Residence: at hospital
Interests: coffee, paint and pain
Favourite movie: lost highway, visitor q, muxmäuschenstill, and everything transsexual
Favourite band or musician: NIN, Blackmail, IAMX and some others...
Favourite genre of music: indie, alternative, electro
Favourite artist: Trent Reznor at first. But there are so many awesome artists...
Favourite poet or writer: difficult.....Bernard Werber, Tom Sharpe, Gottfried Benn
Favourite photographer: Bettina Rheims and Hendrik Faure
Favourite style of art: no certain style, but everything that´s surprising, unexspected and sick
Favourite game: Dr. Franken
Favourite gaming platform: PC or old-school Gameboy
Favourite cartoon character: Jane (from Daria)
Personal Quote: ....let me drive!!

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Wed Nov 18, 2009, 3:15 AM

playlist:

1# Nine Inch Nails - Zero-Sum
2# Air - Playground Love
3# Client - Drive
4# IAMX - I Am Terrified
5# Ken - On(n)
6# Mogwai - Ratts of the Capital
7# Chapeau Claque - Reykjavik
8# Kammerflimmer Kollektief - Palimpsest
9# Uh Huh Her - Common Reaction
10# A Perfect Circle - 3 Libras
11# .........
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...I'm a bit dreamy today

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Mood: Sentimental
Listening to: look above
Eating: I'll see what Mensa' s got for me...
Drinking: coffee

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~EmotionalTidal 13 hours 29 minutes ago

Gleich hast Du Schluss und rufst mich an.

Ich hab mir eben 'Es war einmal das Leben...' für Zelle und Blut angesehen - so verzweifelt bin ich schon. ^^
Na ja, so wirklich hilfreich ist es leider nicht, aber ich nehme gerne alles, was mich mal ein bisschen ablenkt und mir dennoch kein schlechtes Gewissen macht, dass ich nichts für die Klausur tun würde.